These 2 days been so crazy. I'm so tired.

I made a huge mess, and I have to pay it dearly. My dad's gonna be disappointed if he know. And I feel like I'm losing my face to all people I see. I'm so ashamed of myself. I really wanna tell each of them, "I'm really really really really really really sorry." and then bow down to the ground if I can.

But, what's done is done. I can't go back to the past to fix it all.

"There's no point blaming people. Just keep moving forward and do what we can do."

I almost cried when I heard someone said that. She doesn't know how much it means to me. I feel so grateful when we can still find solution to fix it. But still, we need a lot of prayers to be succeed 100%.

I surrender to God  >____<

And friends, please pray for me >____<